Monday, March 20, 2006And tell me the name of the game that you play - Doin' that Rag
There is an evil woman lurking. She reads my blog(s) trying to keep up with my life in some way. Harmless? I hope so. But I know she is out there. She is psychotic, a patholigical liar, a hypochondriac . She is vindictive and mean-spirited. I suppose I have to surrender to that fact that some people are just more evil than good. Perhaps she has come into my life to teach me that. Maybe I should thank her for the lesson but I'm just not there yet. And I'm not sure I want to be there. Not yet.
posted by Helen at 6:27 PM
17 Comments:
Yikes..I hope its harmless. I can't imagine anyone not liking you Helen..I adore you.
There are good and bad people, don't let one bad apple ruin your day.
That would totally freak me out. I think it's better to learn a lesson from this & be done with her.
Just because I don't believe in a source of energy we call evil, doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
With my psychology background, I think of people like you describe here as deeply disturbed, in need of being loved and valued.
I pray neither of you come to any harm, my precious Helen....
Interesting, Helen. Today, I just got a comment put on my blog over 20 times to the same post--and I have word verification. Of course, it was from "Anonymous". But, this being 2006, and done via computer, we can find out some things about who "anonymous" might be. It will be fun to get a name to the ISP number.
Good luck with your "hater".
pity her Helen, for she is not as fine as you!
xxx
it's ME.
oh wait, no it isn't. i'm a guy.
Hiya Helen...
I hope it is harmless too.
As for the dyck review...you ask for it..the link is on my page, and he is harmless.
Ughh... I hate blog stalkers...
Anyway...regarding your comment on Zen, I feel the same way. My friend sends these daily Zen emails and sometimes they make sense, but most of the time, I'm scatching my head thinking, "huh?"
Take care!
Don't bother with crows flying in the dark, they're willing to bother you provided they won't have
to be seen in daylight.
All your friends here will vouch for you and it's a pleasure for me
to join them.Helloooo and cheers for you,Helen.
Peace.... GPV
I hate those kinds of people. I've experienced it before, too. People with nothing better to do than troll around.
***sorry Helen...if you can delete that fully - I used the wrong account.
Here I go again:
As with all things in life we have the bad which comes with the good. I think it just helps us to appreciate the good things we have even more.
Stay safe, my friend. And remember the friends you've made on this journey....We'll kick her ass! ;o)
~Raida
Suzy,
You have a blogger account so you wouldn't need to post anonymous. You should have a blogger identity.
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Tried to post it 25 times w/suzawanda.blogspot.com...then created a new acct...still wouldn't take it....sorry
OK here ya go(new acct): Before I rest Helen after raking an acre, prepping 2 organic veg gardens, bathing my dog, shoveling 2 tons of rock to make a courtyard, cleaning a house , spring cleaning my home, cleaning my attic and garage in excruciating pain from fibromyalgia pre:BROC weatherization.....I assumed that my blogger name was BLOCKED as it would not allow me to post...so my previous post was posted anonymously. I did provide my email addy as I have nothing to hide from anyone. I guess some of my pain comes with having a Miss Understood illness (you called hypochondria) and also the same illness your "sweetie's" wife suffered from(he abandoned her as my husband did into cyberspace and my ex into booze) How uncanny? I guess every book on MCS including Dr Gloria Gilberes Invisibe Illness gives a birds eye view on this misconstrueation(sp?) of hypochondriasis...For she as well as WE have been poisoned by chemicals in our environment...nothing we asked for..just a cross to bear causing our bodies to be riddled by allergic reactions shutting down our nervous systems almost daily. Right now i fight the USDA for allowing chemicals to go unlabeled in the food after suffering 2 almost fatal encounters w/phosphates/MSG in turkey/chicken. I never said I wasn't wounded Helen. I knew when I met "your man" that I had MCS but somehow love and music and cuddling was enough to make it go into remission. I never told him as I knew he would flee. As he did his wife, into cyberspace. So pardon me for being bitter when I was rejected for "having too much baggage" meaning illness and "trying too hard to make someone very depressed happy" until it sucked all the life out of me and caused my illness to flare uncontrollably. Yes, I was molested by my father and raped by two men. Yes my mother had brain surgery when i was 10 and dad killed himself when I was 11 after he raped me. Yes I have pain and abuse. But All I gave was LOVE after my divorce to an emotionally unavailable beer guzzling selfish pothead as confirmed by his family on many occasions privately. Yes I accepted the pot pipe by your sweetie as everyone did and had beers as he did(I never ate for fear of being fat or reacting to food). I was in love and he said I love you to me. Then he proceeded to TAKE unendlessly and selfishly which I misconstrued as love after being A WIFE!!!Pardon me for confusing HIS neediness for love. I was needy as well. So, I read your site as I respect your travels but I do NOT respect your " ridiculing someones disability" and I search for some glimmer of compassion. But I find it not. Sunny knows the pain I have endured and that is enough for me. Ask him? He was Jill's best friend and watched her suffer as he does me. He took me to find organic food when I was dying from chemical poisoning in December. So forgive me for being bitter about an illness i did not ask for and I am ridiculed for? I am NOT psychotic. I am in physical and emotional pain.
I wish you health. I don't want PITY just understanding and compassion. But I don't want or need to be your friend. My new journal will tell the story of my life. My old one songs, poems and music.
Susan Ellen Princess Meadows Wind @ Twowindbags@aol.com.
PS And very funny about hacking into my blogger acct and changing my profile and pix....you two may view GIVING as stalking but I guess you would have had to have been there.....are you going to delete this one too??? God I am so weary of people. People who pretend to be so compassionate but only want others to see their sunny sides. We all have a flip side of darkness and despair. I only strike back at those that hurt me deeply and talk out of the sides of their mouth about nothing they have a clue about. Finis. Enjoy him. He's like several people. Namaste.
A song I wrote for Your Sweetie when we were tight.....
Monday, May 24, 2004
CRAZY TIME GIRL
I'M PROUD TO BE HIS CRAZY TIME GIRL
THE MERE MENTION OF HIS NAME HAS ME IN A WHIRL
I RUB HIS HEAD, I RUB HIS FEET
I WATCH HIM SLEEP, WHEN HE'S SO BEAT
HIS LIFE IS A MESS, HIS WIFES BAILIN' OUT
HES SO SAD ABOUT HIS SON, HE'S FILLED WITH DOUBT
I SAY DON'T WORRY, DON'T BE DEPRESSED
I'LL MAKE YOU LAUGH, I'LL TRY MY BEST
I'M SO PROUD TO BE HIS CRAZY TIME GIRL
HE'S THE BEST MAN ALIVE, HE'S A GENUINE PEARL
I COOK HIM DINNER, I RUB HIS NECK,
I BRING HIM FLOWERS, BEAUTIFY HIS DECK
HE'S AN ACE PHOTOMAN, HE'S A CYBER WIZARD
HE'S AN AWESOME MUSICIAN, HE'S AN EX-BOX LIZARD
I LOVE THAT MAN, I'LL NEVER STOP
HE'S IN MY HEART, HE MAKES IT HOP
I'M SO PROUD TO BE HIS CRAZY TIME GIRL
THE MERE MENTION OF HIS NAME HAS ME IN A WHIRL
I'LL HOLD HIM UP, WHEN THINGS GET ROUGH
I'M A STRONG KINDA CHICK, I'M PRETTY TOUGH
CRAZY TIME GIRL, IN A WHIRL.....
CRAZY TIME GIRL, GOT ME IN A WHIRL......
CRAZY TIME GIRL.........CRAZY TIME GGGGGIIIIIIRRRRRLLLLLLL
posted by suzawanda | 10:39 PM
2:16 AM
Spyder said...
Suzawanda,that came out great!! Let's lay down some tracks tonight!
4:27 AM
You don't have to keep telling me how hard you work and how many problems you have. I have heard it and heard it and heard it. I work too. I have problems too. I'll deal with mine. You deal with yours.
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