And when it's time to speak, I trust that truth will guide my voice - Trust (Guiding Star)

Tonight I have a casual dinner out with my department at work. I just secured a permanant position. Finished ten months of "seasonal" employment. In the loop now. Going to dinner. Shop talk, gossip. It won't be intentional but I will feel as if I'm being sucked in. Better to have been excluded? I wondered, but no. Definately not. Luckily, today I see this as a chance to become a better person. Just in time. Speak no evil.