I have spent my life Seeking all that's still unsung

My happy head was great while it lasted but life has abruptly forced it's way back into my space. I know that the happiest years of my life still await yet it is evident there is more pain to endure. I stopped searching for the "meaning of life" years ago. Tonight I feel like I am in a dark hole. I know I have to cry to get rid of the pain because the only light is in my tears.